head in the clouds

I know nothing of the ways you used to be. I only know of fire that you can handle so well. I only know the ways I can come to your soul and stay.

I wonder.
I worry.
I let go.
I know that the only way to stay is to let go.
As I always did. This is the moment. This is the beauty.

All my life I rushed and I wondered. I wanted to burn burn burn. And now I know. Not being together, not having clear lines is as clear as it gets. And that rocks. That puts that silver lining to my silver days. And silver is gray.
There is now white or black magic. There is love. A lot of love that makes me what to fly.