you fire

You spin your fire as if there was no life. I dream my life away.
And so it comes.

You breathe my fire. And those moments are the moments I want to run. Running is the thing I know. Running is the way I practiced for so long.
But I cant stay away. I cant play a game I know so well.

You will know how deep I go.

head in the clouds

I know nothing of the ways you used to be. I only know of fire that you can handle so well. I only know the ways I can come to your soul and stay.

I wonder.
I worry.
I let go.
I know that the only way to stay is to let go.
As I always did. This is the moment. This is the beauty.

All my life I rushed and I wondered. I wanted to burn burn burn. And now I know. Not being together, not having clear lines is as clear as it gets. And that rocks. That puts that silver lining to my silver days. And silver is gray.
There is now white or black magic. There is love. A lot of love that makes me what to fly.

trouble on fire

All this beautiful rain and my choices. I dream. I breathe. I wish it was so much less different. And its beautiful.
I am going out of my mind. I am dying little by little.

Trouble.
You should say its your second name but all I know is your sensitive ways. Your quiet messages and dreams that come true.

I dont want to let you go. Amen.